Come December

when it

happened it

wasn’t as bad as it

shh/could’ve been much worse than it

was but we don’t talk/about it

 

six years of shame scattered

across the hellscape of a body gone

sour—sweat and sinew and STOP

 

it

 

spores of memory proliferate

under your gritty fingernails

i shaved myself

down past the skin

and you still found a way to demolish it

but

 

what’s between

i            +         t             ?

 

six years of strength

growing surreptitiously

beneath the calloused skin until

at last I become

Triumphant

 

 

Swipe Culture

It’s Friday night and I’m cruising

the grocery store I’m pretty

sure I’ve seen your face somewhere

too close to the cherries

are in season right?

 

Did I make you mad

when I left

you on read in pursuit

of pixelated pleasure?

 

Swap-swipe drip wipe my lips

so sick from every angle 

of your composite profile

 

Did anybody hear me when 

I said I should’ve left

to my own devices I’ll blow

off any semblance of what’s right

secure and easy in my victimhood I recognize

myself vivisected on your screen and 

I’ll throw up 

a towel over that whoring mirror until I’m ready

to see if anything worth 

saving is left

 

 

Retail

It’s a beautiful Laborbarmemorial Day here 

in Texlahoma.

Laura Lynne square dances with George Jenkins

beside the retention pond while

I powder my nose

with anonymity and take my place behind

the bulletproof plexiglass. Long

hours stretch into a throng of the living

dead asking me to chew their 

bioengenetically modifried food for them.

In this economy they can spit on me

for free! I’ve never seen

such a range of faces biting

the hand to mouth

ing off will get you—hey man!

They’re playing my song in here.

I really love this one.

 

 

 

 

 

Katherine Orfinger is a writer, artist, and student who received her BA at Stetson University in English with minors in Creative Writing and Digital Arts. She draws inspiration from her Jewish faith and her Floridian hometown. Her work has appeared in Touchstone, Aeolus, Beyond Queer Words, and others.