The Heart Braid

My substitute mom massaged her threading hands

As substitute dad typed religiously on his Blackberry

She claimed I was finally ready for my soccer game

and even asked me how I liked it

I dragged myself over the hotel counter to stare into the mirror 

At the heart protruding out of the back of my head

I caressed the golden threads that felt scratchy like straw bales

My fingertips scraping over the taut woven strands

They traced the separation caused by my crooked and unlovable part

All the way down to the two braids that sliced open my back 

I had finally replaced my infamous boring ponytail

But soon my cowlicks undid all of substitute mom’s hard work

Maybe my hair wasn’t meant for braids

Or the braids weren’t meant for my hair

Either way, I was probably meant for a simple ponytail

Maybe my mom could do that

 

 

 

Maya Greenquist is a Senior at Missouri Southern State University who graduated from the American High School in Japan in 2020. She is an Honors Biomedical Sciences Pre-Medicine major and is a two-time Division II MIAA All-Conference women’s soccer player. Greenquist was responsible for helping create and organize the Artful Medicine Symposium Research Conference at Missouri Southern. Despite moderating the conference, Greenquist also placed 2nd for her poster presentation on poetry therapy in terminal patients inspired by her own love of poetry that has gotten her poems “The Heart Braid” and “A Sensational Funeral” published in three different national undergraduate literary anthologies.